Addiction Recovery Systems LLC

Hi my name is amber, im trying to make it out of recovery and needing helping with consoling for depression and anxiety and also ptsd. Ive also been diagnosed with moderated marijuana use and i want to be honest that was a cover up cause i was embrassed telling them i have an addiction. Ive tired several ways myself to recover and move to the next step in my life cause the meth has destroy my enfire life. Im also going through a dss case with my beloved children that there getting ready to take my right to my oldest three, and still keep my 9 month old son case openned cause it hasnt been since the begging of march when i relasped that hes been in costody. I feel i do have a slight control over it. I dnt use every day or do i constantly look for it but some weekends ive let myself get the best of me but i cnt seem to get anywhere cause i feeling sry i let my childern down over a drugs and trama and drama in my life. Im also trying to get over my husband my childern father who i feel i blame for my own mistakes and thats causing alot of stress and pain in my life and i dnt want to lose my childern because i feel i will lose myself and use drugs to cope. I want to better myself for me and them and im hoping there wld be space or availability in the nearest future or asap, so i can be there mother and complete my goals and take the right step to get there to acomplish my dreams. Please email back with more info and availablity. Thank you and im looking forward to hear from you soon.